美樂 與 歐陽

i want to cry so bad.....

i am really upset....

everything doesnt work out well

and i try to do my best

be good to you

do better on tests....

try to get along with my family...
maybe i didnt try very hard cuz i guess its useless anyways...
i dont know


and distance make me so easily get sad...
i guess i didnt deal with that well


classes are sooooo difficult!!
but i guess i am not a good student
i should work on it harder


i feel like i am failure with everything.......
school
family
as a girlfriend....



lack of sleeping...



i really want to be good to everyone
wish there is someone next to me right now....
wish i know how to do to make things better!


crying


i wish i can lie down under that tree, dont have to think about tests, dont have to think other things just being relax for one afternoon...

i wish i could see you right now